看着一颗颗闪闪的水晶，我心情竟如此之澎湃。。。。原来我也和大多数女人一样逃不过‘闪亮’的诱惑。。。。它毫无顾忌的拨动了我心中的那根弦。。。。叮呤。。。。
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Chinese of the Day 3--狗屎运
Every morning on my way to work, I can never avoid seeing these puppy poops all over the neighborhood, they seem to be everywhere in Shanghai. As far as I think, Shanghai people love dogs than people anywhere in China. Dogs aren't bad, but dog shit...errrrrrrrrrrrr...I have to walk very carefully to make sure I don't step on any of those things at the begining of my day...
It is definitely not such a good begining to ACTUALLY step on dog shit. But what if you do? Is it really that bad?
狗屎(gou shi)= dog shit
Believe it or not, there IS a kinda 'dog shit luck' in Chinese:
狗屎运（gou shi yun)=dog shit luck; what the hell is dog shit luck? How do people associate dog shit with 'luck' here?
撞上狗屎运（zhuang shang gou shi yun)=bump into the dog shit luck;
What kinda luck is that?
Sometimes you can be so lucky that you can't even believe it, chances of being that lucky is just like stepping on a turd of dog poops--I know I know, I have to point it out that you are not doing this step-on-dog-shit experiment in Shanghai, but somewhere that's relatively difficult to step on it.
If you pick up a purse with 10,000 cash in it on the street, then you 撞上了狗屎运；
If you won a 30,000 lottery, you can say: 我真是撞上狗屎运了！
If you did the best job in class in a very important exam, but in fact you did not even really prepare for it, when your classmates come to you and congratulate you, you can say: 没什么，我就是撞上了狗屎运。Or even if you did work hard on it before the exam but you just trying to be modest, you can also say it is just a bump-into-dog-shit luck.
So dog shit, it is kinda annoying to ACTUALLY step on it, but it is not too bad to have a dog shit luck. Things always have the bright side.
Monday, October 20, 2008
Chinese of the Day 2--不务正业
What do you think of someone like following:
A student who spent lots of their time-I mean lots- drawing graffiti just because they love it?
A teacher spent most of their income on collecting stamps also because they loves it?
A young person attended all kinds of singing talent competition, no decent job, being poor and doing whatever they can to be a pop star？
......and lots more crazy things like that....
You might think they have passion in their life, they have a goal to pursue...you might also think that anybody will make it if they are persistent, maybe even though they did not make any achievement in the end, they at least enjoyed their life...
No no no...Chinese parents don't think so, instead, most of them think they are 不务正业（bu wu zheng ye), so what is 不务正业？
不-not, no, don't;
务-do, conduct, work;
正-real, normal, common;
业-job, assignment.
So Chinese parents think they are not doing their job, they are not doing what they are supposed to do!
When most Chinese parents are trying so hard to 'direct' their kids' life, what is the '正业' in parents' eyes?
Lawyer, of course not only a normal job but also a decent one; Teacher/professor, good one too; Doctor, great one; Worker for the government or state-own company... These are probably top 正业 listed in parents's mind, and translator, TV host and reporter so on. Basically steady jobs with regular and hopefully high income are 正业。
However, the world is changing and people are going after some kinda exciting and fabulous life instead of steady, predictable life that can not be any more boring, especially when you are still YOUNG. While the older generation are calling us 不务正业，We have another chic word to tell you about what we are doing and our state of mind-颓废( tui fei).
In the dictionary, it is translated: decadence or depravation. But you know what? That's not the way it is when it is a slang, well, it could mean decadence or depravation, but it has the inner meaning: I realized that but I don't really care at the moment. And more often, it can be translated in whole lot of different ways:
Doing something besides for job,study or hard working;
Just killing time, resting, not doing anything;
Sweep away responsibilities and stop making sense, do whatever they feel like to,
or it can be even translated as--chilling. Yeah, you don't have to take everything so seriously, do whatever you want, relax and have to good time.
Here is an example:
-你最近怎么样？最近忙什么呢？How have you been? What you busy with lately?
-我最近比较颓废。Well nothing much, not doing anything，Just chilling.
So when the 'Beat Generation' is officially translated '跨掉的一代', how about translate it as 颓废的一代？
A student who spent lots of their time-I mean lots- drawing graffiti just because they love it?
A teacher spent most of their income on collecting stamps also because they loves it?
A young person attended all kinds of singing talent competition, no decent job, being poor and doing whatever they can to be a pop star？
......and lots more crazy things like that....
You might think they have passion in their life, they have a goal to pursue...you might also think that anybody will make it if they are persistent, maybe even though they did not make any achievement in the end, they at least enjoyed their life...
No no no...Chinese parents don't think so, instead, most of them think they are 不务正业（bu wu zheng ye), so what is 不务正业？
不-not, no, don't;
务-do, conduct, work;
正-real, normal, common;
业-job, assignment.
So Chinese parents think they are not doing their job, they are not doing what they are supposed to do!
When most Chinese parents are trying so hard to 'direct' their kids' life, what is the '正业' in parents' eyes?
Lawyer, of course not only a normal job but also a decent one; Teacher/professor, good one too; Doctor, great one; Worker for the government or state-own company... These are probably top 正业 listed in parents's mind, and translator, TV host and reporter so on. Basically steady jobs with regular and hopefully high income are 正业。
However, the world is changing and people are going after some kinda exciting and fabulous life instead of steady, predictable life that can not be any more boring, especially when you are still YOUNG. While the older generation are calling us 不务正业，We have another chic word to tell you about what we are doing and our state of mind-颓废( tui fei).
In the dictionary, it is translated: decadence or depravation. But you know what? That's not the way it is when it is a slang, well, it could mean decadence or depravation, but it has the inner meaning: I realized that but I don't really care at the moment. And more often, it can be translated in whole lot of different ways:
Doing something besides for job,study or hard working;
Just killing time, resting, not doing anything;
Sweep away responsibilities and stop making sense, do whatever they feel like to,
or it can be even translated as--chilling. Yeah, you don't have to take everything so seriously, do whatever you want, relax and have to good time.
Here is an example:
-你最近怎么样？最近忙什么呢？How have you been? What you busy with lately?
-我最近比较颓废。Well nothing much, not doing anything，Just chilling.
So when the 'Beat Generation' is officially translated '跨掉的一代', how about translate it as 颓废的一代？
Monday, October 6, 2008
Chinese of the Day 1
While almost all of you know about the meaning of 'toufu' in the Chinese slang 吃豆腐 （eat toufu), another slang came across my mind:
If you are married to some Chinese women or dating some Chinese girls or dealing with some Chinese girls in any way. Then this is a slang you might want to know--because Chinese women have a reputation of being 刀子嘴，豆腐心. Or sometimes what they really want is different from what they say.
Speaking of this, there is also another idiom for women, for hard-to-predict women: 女人心，海底针(nv ren xin, hai di zhen) meaning women's hearts are like needles in the sea, hard to figure out what are they thinking. Just imagine how would you find the needles in the sea...well... since there are many women so there must be many 'needles' in the sea, so be aware not to turn to other needles while you were looking for your own ones.
Poor guys, when you arrived in China, you would not only have to deal with the most complicated language in the world but probably also have to deal with the most hard to deal with women in the world...Good luck.
冷笑话...好冷...
看到好笑,就转帖了....
有一个猪，它走啊走啊，走到了英国,结果他变成了什么?----Pig.
哪种水果视力最差?－－芒果．
如果有一辆车,司机是王子,乘客是公主,请问这辆车是谁的呢?－－如果的
金木水火土，谁的腿长？————火腿肠
我想，只要我再稍微具有一些谦虚的品质，我就是个完美的人了。
有一天,绿豆跟女朋友分手了。他很难过,于是他不停地哭呀哭呀,哭呀哭 呀......结果......发芽了。～～～
人生的第一句谎话是从小学写作文开始的，而真心话是从写情书开始的
格林兄弟在写《白雪公主》时很有预见性，里面最后拯救了白雪公主并和她一起幸福生活的男人名叫“白马王子”。而现在的女同胞们都想找到心目中的那个白马王子，为什么捏？因为白马王子的拼音简写就是——BMW，还是Z系。
一男要跳楼，其妻大喊道：“亲爱的别冲动，我们的路还长着呢!”男子听后，嗖地一声跳了下去。警察说：“你真不该这样威胁他!”
大便跟小便是好兄弟，有一天大便过马路被车撞死了，小便就说：我好想大便啊…
小明："妈妈，同学都说我头好大。"妈妈："瞎说，他们都是坏孩子不理他们。去，帮妈妈买栗子去。"小明："用什么装？"妈妈："用你的帽子啊。"
细雨落到小河上 小河便起了一层鸡皮疙瘩
什么卡通人物最专情?回答： 美人鱼(因为她不会劈腿)
小明上完厕所回到教室跟老师说：
厕所有好多蚂蚁，
老师忽然想到蚂蚁的英文ant这个单词，于是测试小明：蚂蚁怎么说？
小明一脸茫然.......说：
蚂蚁他…………什么也没说…
一天，三只小猪为了躲避大灰狼的追赶，而建造了三个小屋。大灰狼不费劲的吹毁了草屋、木屋、砖屋，三只小猪们拼命的跑，但是还是被大灰狼追上了。
三只小猪绝望地说：你看着办吧。我们放弃了，随你怎样。
此时，大灰狼*笑着，流着口水说：那快告诉我小红帽在哪里？
这位跳水运动员的动作难度很大，他做了一个转体三周接前空翻三周半接后空翻一个月。
有一个猪，它走啊走啊，走到了英国,结果他变成了什么?----Pig.
哪种水果视力最差?－－芒果．
如果有一辆车,司机是王子,乘客是公主,请问这辆车是谁的呢?－－如果的
金木水火土，谁的腿长？————火腿肠
我想，只要我再稍微具有一些谦虚的品质，我就是个完美的人了。
有一天,绿豆跟女朋友分手了。他很难过,于是他不停地哭呀哭呀,哭呀哭 呀......结果......发芽了。～～～
人生的第一句谎话是从小学写作文开始的，而真心话是从写情书开始的
格林兄弟在写《白雪公主》时很有预见性，里面最后拯救了白雪公主并和她一起幸福生活的男人名叫“白马王子”。而现在的女同胞们都想找到心目中的那个白马王子，为什么捏？因为白马王子的拼音简写就是——BMW，还是Z系。
一男要跳楼，其妻大喊道：“亲爱的别冲动，我们的路还长着呢!”男子听后，嗖地一声跳了下去。警察说：“你真不该这样威胁他!”
大便跟小便是好兄弟，有一天大便过马路被车撞死了，小便就说：我好想大便啊…
小明："妈妈，同学都说我头好大。"妈妈："瞎说，他们都是坏孩子不理他们。去，帮妈妈买栗子去。"小明："用什么装？"妈妈："用你的帽子啊。"
细雨落到小河上 小河便起了一层鸡皮疙瘩
什么卡通人物最专情?回答： 美人鱼(因为她不会劈腿)
小明上完厕所回到教室跟老师说：
厕所有好多蚂蚁，
老师忽然想到蚂蚁的英文ant这个单词，于是测试小明：蚂蚁怎么说？
小明一脸茫然.......说：
蚂蚁他…………什么也没说…
一天，三只小猪为了躲避大灰狼的追赶，而建造了三个小屋。大灰狼不费劲的吹毁了草屋、木屋、砖屋，三只小猪们拼命的跑，但是还是被大灰狼追上了。
三只小猪绝望地说：你看着办吧。我们放弃了，随你怎样。
此时，大灰狼*笑着，流着口水说：那快告诉我小红帽在哪里？
这位跳水运动员的动作难度很大，他做了一个转体三周接前空翻三周半接后空翻一个月。
Saturday, October 4, 2008
Yes babe, we are in the zoooooooooo
The zoo, last time I went there was last centry...okay, I'm not that old, but last time I went to the zoo was really long long time ago. There are mostly two reasones that I no longer went to the zoo:
1) The absence of animals. Most zoos in China don't really have any animals, they will find all kinda excuses for the absence of animals. Polar bear and penguin are too hot to stay, panda is on the trip to Taiwai visiting his buddy fellas, tiger is away for hospital, monkeys are on the street performance to earn some dough...what is the point of going to the zoo when all you see are cages and sevral birds?
2) Don't like the smell.
3) Don't like to see animals being kept in cages as I grow older.
Yeah it is been really a long time since I last went to the zoo. I don't even remember what zoo is like until I got off the subway...
The first step out of the subway exit, what you will see is lots of street sellers trying to sell you candy floss, spicy noodles, stone-fried chestnuts and toys and handi-crafts....all those things are exactly the same as they were in my childhood memory.
In front of the hand-made bicycle stand, there is a girl kicking and screeming and doing whatever she can to get a little iron-string bike, god I could tell you I was like that when I was little, or even worse.
As we moved on, we saw more kids passed by since we were getting closer to the zoo. I think the other fun thing about going to the zoo is watching kids. They are so so cute, chubby face, dark, soft and shiny hair, big head and the little angel wings they wear, they were runing up and down happily. That is something I always always want to see, except when they get annoyed and start screeming and never want to stop.
So before you even realize it, here we are in the zoo. The entrance ticket is 30RMB, I certainly expect they really have some animals inside.
It is a really big zoo. To someone who are from a small town like me, that is huge. It is basiclly like a big forrest with all those animals, the difference is they keep animals in cages.
The first animal we saw were flamingo. It was the first time I saw flamigo in my life, they are really pink and were kept on the small island in the middle of the pond...I want to see them clearly so I went closer. They did not move a tiny bit, they seem to be resting then...more like a orstrich to me, only they are pink, and more skinny.
Moving on, as we got to the sweet home of 'National Treasure'--panda. Speak of them, I got some negative things to say about them: yes they are chubby and cute and blah blah blah, but see what they do all day: eating, pooping, and sleeping. Mother nature would definitely eliminate them in turns of its survival skills: it would be too fat to move when someone come to attak it, it has to spend all day eating to intake enough nutrition because it has a lousy digestion system ...only humen being try to keep them, or maybe Chinese want to keep them--just to appreciate their cute image. Anyway, hope I can have some possitive thoughts about them after watching Kongfu Panda, oh wait, maybe they were as swift as it is in Kongfu Panda before humen beings tried to feed them and kept them as pets.
The next 'pet' we saw...oh yeah that's tiger. They were so lazy...exactly the way they are in my impression. Tigers in the zoo are always lazy, and smelly. That's why people were trying every way to tease them and perk them up. But sometimes even I found people did way too much: they throw things at them, spilt water to them and everything...yes the King of the Forrest are in the cage and they can't bite your ass off at this point, but just leave them alone, how would you feel to be teased by thousands of idiots every day. But I saw an interesting scene: a little boy wearing his split panties( about 3-4 years old) quitely watching the tiger while his dad or uncle or whoever that is was reaching his hand with a bottle out to the tiger trying to tease it, maybe the kid was just scared that his buddy might be bitten by the big cat or something, he started to shout: leave it alone! Followed a hard spank on his buddy. Yeah that was done by a kid wearing split panties. Way to go boy!
Then we kept moving and moving and saw wolves and foxes and bears and other animals that I don't even know how to say their names in English nor in Chinese...It was kinda complicated feeling watching them...they reminds me of my childhood so much, they reminds me of the excitement of seeing them when I was little, and jumping and laughing and all, but I do feel sorry for them for being kept in the cage and feed by humen beings...
Here comes the biggest excitement of all--big playground in the zoo--wonderland of kids! It was so sweet to be there! I know this is Nanjing not my hometown Liuzhou, but how come everything look so familiar to me?
The marry-go-round, the wood horse was so tall to me but now it is so small.
The pirate boat, I was too scaried to get in before, but now, it looks small too, a piece of cake.
The swing seat, hell this was the thing made me puke and dizzy for the rest of my visit when I was little, I still fear it, better stay away from it.
The ferris wheel, well, we did not have that thing back then...
and many other exciting games...they still look cool to me, just the ticket price is ten times expensive as ten years ago. And this time, no brother and cousins accompany, no ice creem bought by my uncle...I was a giant in the dwarfs world...haha.
It was already getting dark then, but since we have lots more to see, we kept moving.
Ahhhhhhhhhh the naughty monkeys, they were happy as hell living in their paradise created by human. And I also had an impressive story to tell you about monkey in my childhood:
When I was around 6, my bro was around 2 and my cousin was around 3 or 4--that was long time ago. We had a young nanny take care of us back then. It was a beautiful weekend and our nanny decided to take all of us to the zoo. So she hold my 2-year-old bro in her arms, I was dragging the left corner of ther shirt while my cousin was dagging the right corner--off we went to the zoo. It was a great time when the drama happened:
We came to the monkey cage, all of us were so excited to see those little monkeys. My little cousin desided he wants to get into the second fence and try to feed the monkeys. So my nanny hold him up and get over the first fence--there he was standing face to face with the monkeys, then he squatted down, moved a bit closer to the cage--the cage has very small finger-size holes--reaching his little hand with a piece of tangerine to the cage, oops, maybe should get a bit closer. Then my cousin moved his little chubby butt a bit closer so that he could feed the monkey, BANNGGGGGGGGGGG! The monkey which was waiting for the tangerine sticked its finger out for somehow and grab a batch of my cousin's hair and pulled them out and hide them under its butt and pretended nothing happended--what a monkey! But my cousin's head was too close to the cage and he did not realized it.
My cousin was scaried shitless and did not even know how to cry. And our nanny, she was scared shitless too, she jumped into the first fence and took my cousin out, took a close look at his injury--hell, that part was bold and spotting blood came out from the pores because of the tough pull. Lucky no scratching, otherwise my cousin will need some extra shot in the butt and even some IV just in case some animal disease.
The three kids was staring at our nanny did not know what to do, neither did our nanny...then she made the silliest decission ever--she took us on a really long circle hoping my cousin's hair will grow back a little bit before arrived home so that parents will not find it out. She knew our parents will be so piss off when seeing this. But we did not know about that, all we knew was we were going home and the trips seems a bit long, but it doesn't matter cuz we played all the way back.
Of course my cousin's hair did not make any progress when we got back so our nanny had to tell the truth. The adults were not so angry though, no serious injury anyway so they just started laughing at my cousin for being naughty and silly... That's pretty much the story, we still make fun of my cousin with that story now.
Well guess we are still at the zoo in Nanjing, but I'm a bit tired now, wrote too much today. and that's pretty much the visit. If you haven't been there yet and you are still in Nanjing, you should definitely go! The smell of animal would not even be so bad if you take your date with ya!
1) The absence of animals. Most zoos in China don't really have any animals, they will find all kinda excuses for the absence of animals. Polar bear and penguin are too hot to stay, panda is on the trip to Taiwai visiting his buddy fellas, tiger is away for hospital, monkeys are on the street performance to earn some dough...what is the point of going to the zoo when all you see are cages and sevral birds?
2) Don't like the smell.
3) Don't like to see animals being kept in cages as I grow older.
Yeah it is been really a long time since I last went to the zoo. I don't even remember what zoo is like until I got off the subway...
The first step out of the subway exit, what you will see is lots of street sellers trying to sell you candy floss, spicy noodles, stone-fried chestnuts and toys and handi-crafts....all those things are exactly the same as they were in my childhood memory.
In front of the hand-made bicycle stand, there is a girl kicking and screeming and doing whatever she can to get a little iron-string bike, god I could tell you I was like that when I was little, or even worse.
As we moved on, we saw more kids passed by since we were getting closer to the zoo. I think the other fun thing about going to the zoo is watching kids. They are so so cute, chubby face, dark, soft and shiny hair, big head and the little angel wings they wear, they were runing up and down happily. That is something I always always want to see, except when they get annoyed and start screeming and never want to stop.
So before you even realize it, here we are in the zoo. The entrance ticket is 30RMB, I certainly expect they really have some animals inside.
It is a really big zoo. To someone who are from a small town like me, that is huge. It is basiclly like a big forrest with all those animals, the difference is they keep animals in cages.
The first animal we saw were flamingo. It was the first time I saw flamigo in my life, they are really pink and were kept on the small island in the middle of the pond...I want to see them clearly so I went closer. They did not move a tiny bit, they seem to be resting then...more like a orstrich to me, only they are pink, and more skinny.
Moving on, as we got to the sweet home of 'National Treasure'--panda. Speak of them, I got some negative things to say about them: yes they are chubby and cute and blah blah blah, but see what they do all day: eating, pooping, and sleeping. Mother nature would definitely eliminate them in turns of its survival skills: it would be too fat to move when someone come to attak it, it has to spend all day eating to intake enough nutrition because it has a lousy digestion system ...only humen being try to keep them, or maybe Chinese want to keep them--just to appreciate their cute image. Anyway, hope I can have some possitive thoughts about them after watching Kongfu Panda, oh wait, maybe they were as swift as it is in Kongfu Panda before humen beings tried to feed them and kept them as pets.
The next 'pet' we saw...oh yeah that's tiger. They were so lazy...exactly the way they are in my impression. Tigers in the zoo are always lazy, and smelly. That's why people were trying every way to tease them and perk them up. But sometimes even I found people did way too much: they throw things at them, spilt water to them and everything...yes the King of the Forrest are in the cage and they can't bite your ass off at this point, but just leave them alone, how would you feel to be teased by thousands of idiots every day. But I saw an interesting scene: a little boy wearing his split panties( about 3-4 years old) quitely watching the tiger while his dad or uncle or whoever that is was reaching his hand with a bottle out to the tiger trying to tease it, maybe the kid was just scared that his buddy might be bitten by the big cat or something, he started to shout: leave it alone! Followed a hard spank on his buddy. Yeah that was done by a kid wearing split panties. Way to go boy!
Then we kept moving and moving and saw wolves and foxes and bears and other animals that I don't even know how to say their names in English nor in Chinese...It was kinda complicated feeling watching them...they reminds me of my childhood so much, they reminds me of the excitement of seeing them when I was little, and jumping and laughing and all, but I do feel sorry for them for being kept in the cage and feed by humen beings...
Here comes the biggest excitement of all--big playground in the zoo--wonderland of kids! It was so sweet to be there! I know this is Nanjing not my hometown Liuzhou, but how come everything look so familiar to me?
The marry-go-round, the wood horse was so tall to me but now it is so small.
The pirate boat, I was too scaried to get in before, but now, it looks small too, a piece of cake.
The swing seat, hell this was the thing made me puke and dizzy for the rest of my visit when I was little, I still fear it, better stay away from it.
The ferris wheel, well, we did not have that thing back then...
and many other exciting games...they still look cool to me, just the ticket price is ten times expensive as ten years ago. And this time, no brother and cousins accompany, no ice creem bought by my uncle...I was a giant in the dwarfs world...haha.
It was already getting dark then, but since we have lots more to see, we kept moving.
Ahhhhhhhhhh the naughty monkeys, they were happy as hell living in their paradise created by human. And I also had an impressive story to tell you about monkey in my childhood:
When I was around 6, my bro was around 2 and my cousin was around 3 or 4--that was long time ago. We had a young nanny take care of us back then. It was a beautiful weekend and our nanny decided to take all of us to the zoo. So she hold my 2-year-old bro in her arms, I was dragging the left corner of ther shirt while my cousin was dagging the right corner--off we went to the zoo. It was a great time when the drama happened:
We came to the monkey cage, all of us were so excited to see those little monkeys. My little cousin desided he wants to get into the second fence and try to feed the monkeys. So my nanny hold him up and get over the first fence--there he was standing face to face with the monkeys, then he squatted down, moved a bit closer to the cage--the cage has very small finger-size holes--reaching his little hand with a piece of tangerine to the cage, oops, maybe should get a bit closer. Then my cousin moved his little chubby butt a bit closer so that he could feed the monkey, BANNGGGGGGGGGGG! The monkey which was waiting for the tangerine sticked its finger out for somehow and grab a batch of my cousin's hair and pulled them out and hide them under its butt and pretended nothing happended--what a monkey! But my cousin's head was too close to the cage and he did not realized it.
My cousin was scaried shitless and did not even know how to cry. And our nanny, she was scared shitless too, she jumped into the first fence and took my cousin out, took a close look at his injury--hell, that part was bold and spotting blood came out from the pores because of the tough pull. Lucky no scratching, otherwise my cousin will need some extra shot in the butt and even some IV just in case some animal disease.
The three kids was staring at our nanny did not know what to do, neither did our nanny...then she made the silliest decission ever--she took us on a really long circle hoping my cousin's hair will grow back a little bit before arrived home so that parents will not find it out. She knew our parents will be so piss off when seeing this. But we did not know about that, all we knew was we were going home and the trips seems a bit long, but it doesn't matter cuz we played all the way back.
Of course my cousin's hair did not make any progress when we got back so our nanny had to tell the truth. The adults were not so angry though, no serious injury anyway so they just started laughing at my cousin for being naughty and silly... That's pretty much the story, we still make fun of my cousin with that story now.
Well guess we are still at the zoo in Nanjing, but I'm a bit tired now, wrote too much today. and that's pretty much the visit. If you haven't been there yet and you are still in Nanjing, you should definitely go! The smell of animal would not even be so bad if you take your date with ya!
Thursday, September 25, 2008
致范范
作为我们铁三角中最理智,思想最成熟,最富女人味的一角,在你离开中国前往西班牙(当然还要途经浪漫的巴黎)之际,我觉得相当有必要为你献上一篇文章.为我们的多年友谊,为今后我们美好的未来!
我们的友谊从高2开始.当我和梦瘪每天只为打闹疯癫忙碌的时候,因为共同的兴趣,范范加入了我们--当然,我所说的共同兴趣不是前面所指的'打闹疯癫',而是英语,这个我们当时都极度狂热的一门语言.从此之后,班上英语老大的宝座被我们几个轮流着坐.
此外,msn上结交外国帅哥的是我们业余生活中重要的一部分,交流经验更是必不可少.这也是范范和现男友罗曼史的开始,然后就是现在前往西班牙开始新生活.中间虽然有很多波折和困难,但是他们一直走到了现在.
进入大学后,每学期暑假的聚会总是能让我们3人疯的那么彻底.虽然次晚上12点都会有父母的追魂夺命call, 但是疯到深夜是我们不变的聚会守则.一学期一次,发现范范想问题总会比我和梦瘪这两个恁人想的深入和全面.每次都是在她的引导之下得到大彻大悟....
4年下来范范可算是我最最坚强的经济援助者,没钱了就无耻的跟范范借. 为什么她的总是有钱借给我呢?这就要引申到范范的另外一个优点了--无比精明的经济头脑.兼职+超强的理财能力,使得她从父母那拿的钱比我少的多,但是经济上却比我宽裕.难以想象她在念完西班牙的课程后会变成什么样...
还有, 那一次(或几次)"水仙姐姐"之夜让人难忘,难忘那晚的好时光,更难忘她在我脸上化的妆--也不怪她,毕竟没有化单眼皮的经验. 还有一次次亮记螺丝,一次次香港奶茶,一次次龟苓膏,一次次游戏城,一次次五星街上的闲逛...我们不会厌倦,因为柳州有我们的根,有我们共同的过去和回忆,即使我们现在每个人都在别处.
祝瘪一切都好! 遇到困难要坚强,要常常笑,要珍爱自己,要好好的...
我们的友谊从高2开始.当我和梦瘪每天只为打闹疯癫忙碌的时候,因为共同的兴趣,范范加入了我们--当然,我所说的共同兴趣不是前面所指的'打闹疯癫',而是英语,这个我们当时都极度狂热的一门语言.从此之后,班上英语老大的宝座被我们几个轮流着坐.
此外,msn上结交外国帅哥的是我们业余生活中重要的一部分,交流经验更是必不可少.这也是范范和现男友罗曼史的开始,然后就是现在前往西班牙开始新生活.中间虽然有很多波折和困难,但是他们一直走到了现在.
进入大学后,每学期暑假的聚会总是能让我们3人疯的那么彻底.虽然次晚上12点都会有父母的追魂夺命call, 但是疯到深夜是我们不变的聚会守则.一学期一次,发现范范想问题总会比我和梦瘪这两个恁人想的深入和全面.每次都是在她的引导之下得到大彻大悟....
4年下来范范可算是我最最坚强的经济援助者,没钱了就无耻的跟范范借. 为什么她的总是有钱借给我呢?这就要引申到范范的另外一个优点了--无比精明的经济头脑.兼职+超强的理财能力,使得她从父母那拿的钱比我少的多,但是经济上却比我宽裕.难以想象她在念完西班牙的课程后会变成什么样...
还有, 那一次(或几次)"水仙姐姐"之夜让人难忘,难忘那晚的好时光,更难忘她在我脸上化的妆--也不怪她,毕竟没有化单眼皮的经验. 还有一次次亮记螺丝,一次次香港奶茶,一次次龟苓膏,一次次游戏城,一次次五星街上的闲逛...我们不会厌倦,因为柳州有我们的根,有我们共同的过去和回忆,即使我们现在每个人都在别处.
祝瘪一切都好! 遇到困难要坚强,要常常笑,要珍爱自己,要好好的...
外面
外面,这个词在我看来是那么近,又那么远.
最近身边的朋友一个个的离开了家乡前往另外的国度,真是为他们高兴.对于很多中国人来说,'出去'总是有那么多的手续要办,那么多的困难要解决.在技术发达,人民生活日益变好的今天,即使只是出去看看,对于普通中国人来说也那么的不容易.
外面的世界不见得不国内好上多少,但是一定会很不一样.为了一直以来所拥有的环游世界的梦想,我要像一个永不停步的小蜗牛,一步,一步,一步爬....总有一天会看到外面的那一缕阳光,即使它没有想象中的没好,却一定会因为自己的努力而变得很不一样...
最近身边的朋友一个个的离开了家乡前往另外的国度,真是为他们高兴.对于很多中国人来说,'出去'总是有那么多的手续要办,那么多的困难要解决.在技术发达,人民生活日益变好的今天,即使只是出去看看,对于普通中国人来说也那么的不容易.
外面的世界不见得不国内好上多少,但是一定会很不一样.为了一直以来所拥有的环游世界的梦想,我要像一个永不停步的小蜗牛,一步,一步,一步爬....总有一天会看到外面的那一缕阳光,即使它没有想象中的没好,却一定会因为自己的努力而变得很不一样...
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Live，Love，Laugh
Live，Love，Laugh。这是我最喜欢的一件t-shirt上的字，说的真好。可是现在它不见了。。。真想把它快点找回来穿在身上。
人活在世界上真正重要的可能就是这些吧。。。
Live--活着。要健康，完整--或者甚至身体残疾和不完整活着，因为这是快乐和爱的前提。只要还能呼吸就要感激。
Love--爱。爱自己，爱生活对自己的给予，爱朋友亲人，爱爱自己的人，爱自己的人生。爱是享受过程的关键。
Laugh--快乐。只有快乐，前两者才有了意义，自己才变得有意义，自己对身边的人才有意义。享受生活，苦的乐的。
当你把生活中繁杂的大事小事琐碎事简化成简单的 live, love和laugh时， 发现原来事情可以那么简单。
Visa for Taiwan
Just heard that it can be extremely hard to get a visa to Taiwan, don't know if it is true or not, just want to cite what I heard:
" yeah it can be really hard to go to taiwan now, you can not go unless you know someone in taiwan and he/she can garantee you that you are not spying in taiwan, unless they are sure you are not a spy, otherwise you can't go....you know they wouldn't give the panda from Chinese mainland a visa cuz the panda don't know anyone in taiwan who can garantee it not spying there..."
This is fucking ridiculous, but yeah it happens...
Thursday, September 11, 2008
我真他妈感性
如题。
原来多年堆积下来的‘感性’都在最近爆发出来了。
我真像我爸爸。像极了。但是不能像他喜欢多愁善感的一面，对人性的微笑细节太敏锐从而钻牛角尖自寻烦恼的一面。要好好的，想开点，神经大条点。爸爸妈妈，弟弟和我都要好好的。
原来多年堆积下来的‘感性’都在最近爆发出来了。
我真像我爸爸。像极了。但是不能像他喜欢多愁善感的一面，对人性的微笑细节太敏锐从而钻牛角尖自寻烦恼的一面。要好好的，想开点，神经大条点。爸爸妈妈，弟弟和我都要好好的。
去合肥
今天距离周六晚上（9月6日）酒精过量时间已经有一段时间了，原来想第一时间写一篇博客回顾一下当时情景，同时也向关心我的朋友们有个交代。可是一直太忙，现在才有时间静下来好好把那天的事情‘反省’一下。
现在回想起来那天其实就像是一场梦，模模糊糊的记得一些片段，随着身体的好转，一些细节估计已经淡忘，颇有好了伤疤忘了痛的感觉。
那个周末特地去合肥给要去美国的朋友送行，我们一行三人一大早做了动车到合肥，然后直蹦朋友家，享受完她特地为我们做的美食后我们决定前往当地的葡萄园吃葡萄。到那之后看到满眼的葡萄却没有什么大吃特吃的愿望，可能是因为葡萄太‘随手可得’了，所以不 那么在乎，又或者是葡萄真的不是那么甜。但是摘葡萄的过程远比我想象的无聊的多。但是其实不管葡萄好不好吃，我还是很尽兴的在‘乡下’待了一个下午。接着我们决定钓鱼，只有一根鱼竿，7、8个人轮着用。我是怎么都不会对自己钓到鱼抱有任何期望，没想到我变成了此行唯一一个钓到鱼的人--虽然鱼只有半个巴掌那么大（我的巴掌，也就是比较大的巴掌）。
从‘乡下’出来已是晚饭时间，大家决定吃火锅。等了30分钟左右终于等到了座位。酒足饭饱之后，竟然有人提议要去看strip dancing.由于本人真的从来没看过（但是有看过pole dancing),着实兴奋了一笔。但是跟男友对于他是否能拍照发生了分歧，经过一段时间的冷战男友很不服气的屈服了，态度上确实双方都不爽。
进入酒吧，得知strip dancing表演已经完毕，颇为失望。于是我们决定还是在酒吧里玩。其他人貌似很尽兴，而我和男友确互相生闷气。我在拼命的往嘴巴里倒vodka tonix,开始觉得酒精量太低，便手持vodka往自己杯子里倒，不知不觉，可能到4、5杯的时候我已经醉的不行了。这时候男友向我屈服。。。我倒在他肩膀大哭，为他，为我，为我们，还为很多压抑了太久的事情，酒吧声音很大，哭的再大声别人都不会看你。我哭的更加厉害了。。。
不知道过了多久，我的意识开始模糊，不断听到身边的朋友说‘lisa!lisa! wake up!’‘I think she needs to get out of here!’。。。我只觉得自己虽然还有意识，但是身体完全不听自己使唤，没有办法回应，只是觉得无法呼吸，吐了男友和朋友的一身。
终于被抬出了憋闷的酒吧。出来后听到朋友说‘lisa you are doing great, wake up!’‘lisa did you take drag?’....‘ call the ambulance...’之后我就不记得了，只记得在车上有医生在我胸口上电击，有氧气管插进我鼻孔里，耳边一直有声音在说‘lisa you are doing great, you are going to be fine.’。。。
进入医院后不知什么时候有意识，但是从来没有停止过呕吐，想起来自己都觉得恶心，吐的蛮头都是。。。。男友一直在旁边照顾我，还有我的朋友。
又不知过了多久，我睁开了眼睛，看到男友抓着我的手在我身边坐着，看看医院墙上的钟已经是凌晨2点45. 好了很多。唯一的想法就是想离开医院。掉水马上完毕。我遍起床欲离开，可是只是感觉全身无力，头飘忽忽的。。。第二天以为自己会好一点，可是发现连水都喝不进，喝一口都要吐两口。。。没办法，一路折腾会南京，呼呼大睡。感觉好了很多，吃了一碗刀削面，喝了好多水。。。赶晚上8点的车回上海。11点左右到家，累得几乎要趴下了，倒头大睡，第二天继续上班。
现在还是很伤，身体和心都很伤，希望快快好起来。
现在回想起来那天其实就像是一场梦，模模糊糊的记得一些片段，随着身体的好转，一些细节估计已经淡忘，颇有好了伤疤忘了痛的感觉。
那个周末特地去合肥给要去美国的朋友送行，我们一行三人一大早做了动车到合肥，然后直蹦朋友家，享受完她特地为我们做的美食后我们决定前往当地的葡萄园吃葡萄。到那之后看到满眼的葡萄却没有什么大吃特吃的愿望，可能是因为葡萄太‘随手可得’了，所以不 那么在乎，又或者是葡萄真的不是那么甜。但是摘葡萄的过程远比我想象的无聊的多。但是其实不管葡萄好不好吃，我还是很尽兴的在‘乡下’待了一个下午。接着我们决定钓鱼，只有一根鱼竿，7、8个人轮着用。我是怎么都不会对自己钓到鱼抱有任何期望，没想到我变成了此行唯一一个钓到鱼的人--虽然鱼只有半个巴掌那么大（我的巴掌，也就是比较大的巴掌）。
从‘乡下’出来已是晚饭时间，大家决定吃火锅。等了30分钟左右终于等到了座位。酒足饭饱之后，竟然有人提议要去看strip dancing.由于本人真的从来没看过（但是有看过pole dancing),着实兴奋了一笔。但是跟男友对于他是否能拍照发生了分歧，经过一段时间的冷战男友很不服气的屈服了，态度上确实双方都不爽。
进入酒吧，得知strip dancing表演已经完毕，颇为失望。于是我们决定还是在酒吧里玩。其他人貌似很尽兴，而我和男友确互相生闷气。我在拼命的往嘴巴里倒vodka tonix,开始觉得酒精量太低，便手持vodka往自己杯子里倒，不知不觉，可能到4、5杯的时候我已经醉的不行了。这时候男友向我屈服。。。我倒在他肩膀大哭，为他，为我，为我们，还为很多压抑了太久的事情，酒吧声音很大，哭的再大声别人都不会看你。我哭的更加厉害了。。。
不知道过了多久，我的意识开始模糊，不断听到身边的朋友说‘lisa!lisa! wake up!’‘I think she needs to get out of here!’。。。我只觉得自己虽然还有意识，但是身体完全不听自己使唤，没有办法回应，只是觉得无法呼吸，吐了男友和朋友的一身。
终于被抬出了憋闷的酒吧。出来后听到朋友说‘lisa you are doing great, wake up!’‘lisa did you take drag?’....‘ call the ambulance...’之后我就不记得了，只记得在车上有医生在我胸口上电击，有氧气管插进我鼻孔里，耳边一直有声音在说‘lisa you are doing great, you are going to be fine.’。。。
进入医院后不知什么时候有意识，但是从来没有停止过呕吐，想起来自己都觉得恶心，吐的蛮头都是。。。。男友一直在旁边照顾我，还有我的朋友。
又不知过了多久，我睁开了眼睛，看到男友抓着我的手在我身边坐着，看看医院墙上的钟已经是凌晨2点45. 好了很多。唯一的想法就是想离开医院。掉水马上完毕。我遍起床欲离开，可是只是感觉全身无力，头飘忽忽的。。。第二天以为自己会好一点，可是发现连水都喝不进，喝一口都要吐两口。。。没办法，一路折腾会南京，呼呼大睡。感觉好了很多，吃了一碗刀削面，喝了好多水。。。赶晚上8点的车回上海。11点左右到家，累得几乎要趴下了，倒头大睡，第二天继续上班。
现在还是很伤，身体和心都很伤，希望快快好起来。
Friday, September 5, 2008
南京
大学期间在这待了4年，其实当时最大的感想是：没有什么好留念的，不如北京上海繁华，比其他二级城市好不到哪去。工作嘛，机会没有2小时车程外的上海多，消费虽然没有上海高，但是薪水嘛。。。可是成倍的少。南京当时对我来说只是除了家乡柳州外我待的最久的地方。但是要是比起我对家乡的热爱，至少我觉得南京一半都不能比。
于是毅然选择了上海。毕业了，同学也离开了，男友也即将来上海，我几乎没有任何留恋的就这么离开了。但是因为男友在南京的关系，不管是他还是我都会上海南京来回跑。但是自从6月毕业从南京离开以后，已经彻底离开南京两个月又多了。
今天一下火车， 竟然发现有一种类似回家的感觉。踏上这片土地，那么多的回忆立刻浮现在眼前：每次都要挤一个月以上的公交才能到市里疯狂购物，每次都是提着大报小包累的死去活来的返回“村里”，下一次进城不知道回是什么时候，特别是老大，最会喊累的就是她了；还有第一次做地铁，还是芬芬带的，呵呵；第一次跟男友在玄武湖散步；还有他在那对我求婚－－虽然这事到现在我还是觉得后悔的成分很大。。。这一切还仅仅是出了火车站后的部分回忆。
其实出了火车站，看到宽阔的玄武湖广场，宽阔的湖面，虽然火车站还是那么多人买票，站外还是躺着那么多流浪者，可是血压一下不知道降了多少，呼吸不知道畅快了好多，并不是因为这里空气比上海好多少，而是一种舒适感，就是舒服。看到这里的一幕幕都有自己人生中最最美丽时光的回忆，真的很舒服。
其实南京的感情一直很微妙。太难以形容了。还有太多要说的。。。。
于是毅然选择了上海。毕业了，同学也离开了，男友也即将来上海，我几乎没有任何留恋的就这么离开了。但是因为男友在南京的关系，不管是他还是我都会上海南京来回跑。但是自从6月毕业从南京离开以后，已经彻底离开南京两个月又多了。
今天一下火车， 竟然发现有一种类似回家的感觉。踏上这片土地，那么多的回忆立刻浮现在眼前：每次都要挤一个月以上的公交才能到市里疯狂购物，每次都是提着大报小包累的死去活来的返回“村里”，下一次进城不知道回是什么时候，特别是老大，最会喊累的就是她了；还有第一次做地铁，还是芬芬带的，呵呵；第一次跟男友在玄武湖散步；还有他在那对我求婚－－虽然这事到现在我还是觉得后悔的成分很大。。。这一切还仅仅是出了火车站后的部分回忆。
其实出了火车站，看到宽阔的玄武湖广场，宽阔的湖面，虽然火车站还是那么多人买票，站外还是躺着那么多流浪者，可是血压一下不知道降了多少，呼吸不知道畅快了好多，并不是因为这里空气比上海好多少，而是一种舒适感，就是舒服。看到这里的一幕幕都有自己人生中最最美丽时光的回忆，真的很舒服。
其实南京的感情一直很微妙。太难以形容了。还有太多要说的。。。。
Thursday, September 4, 2008
螺蛳粉
我以为我可以慢慢把你忘却...但是, 我真的做不到!
昨天和哥以及表哥在上海相会,大家聚在一起吃川菜,原来以为自己走进的是知名川菜馆'沸腾鱼乡',却发现原来我们进的那家店叫做'x腾渔乡'....晕死. 但是不管怎么样,这些都是后话,他乡遇故人总是分外高兴.
然而,当表哥提到你也在上海时,我竟然兴奋的跳了起来.不断的询问你的下落,询问在上海的你好不好--其实经过了那么长时间,我真的以为你可以慢慢的退出了我的生活,谁知道当别人提起你的时候,我竟然如此兴奋,如此遐想连篇.
其实每次回柳州我总是不会忘记你,甚至恨不得每天和你相见--一天3次,4次都没有问题!但是说实话,可能是现在社会太大,人们有了太多的选择,我觉得你有点变了味,不再是我4,5年前所记得的样子.常常和死党们讨论到底是你变了还是我变了,那时真的对你有点失望.
但是其实命中注定我无法跟你脱离关系,就像我不会和我的亲人断绝关系一样,其实你已经成为了我的一部分.
其实爱你的不止是我,表哥为了在上海能和你见上一面还在去找你的路上把钱包弄丢了,2000元现金和一大堆信用卡,社保卡和其他什么证明全都没了,但是他对你依然执着!
还听哥说你来了上海没有变,和在柳州一样好,只是身价有所上涨,真为你高兴.
其实我已经弄清楚了你在上海的具体位置,一定会在第一时间去找你,等着我!
螺丝粉,我一生的爱~~
特别鸣谢:梦瘪的图片
昨天和哥以及表哥在上海相会,大家聚在一起吃川菜,原来以为自己走进的是知名川菜馆'沸腾鱼乡',却发现原来我们进的那家店叫做'x腾渔乡'....晕死. 但是不管怎么样,这些都是后话,他乡遇故人总是分外高兴.
然而,当表哥提到你也在上海时,我竟然兴奋的跳了起来.不断的询问你的下落,询问在上海的你好不好--其实经过了那么长时间,我真的以为你可以慢慢的退出了我的生活,谁知道当别人提起你的时候,我竟然如此兴奋,如此遐想连篇.
其实每次回柳州我总是不会忘记你,甚至恨不得每天和你相见--一天3次,4次都没有问题!但是说实话,可能是现在社会太大,人们有了太多的选择,我觉得你有点变了味,不再是我4,5年前所记得的样子.常常和死党们讨论到底是你变了还是我变了,那时真的对你有点失望.
但是其实命中注定我无法跟你脱离关系,就像我不会和我的亲人断绝关系一样,其实你已经成为了我的一部分.
其实爱你的不止是我,表哥为了在上海能和你见上一面还在去找你的路上把钱包弄丢了,2000元现金和一大堆信用卡,社保卡和其他什么证明全都没了,但是他对你依然执着!
还听哥说你来了上海没有变,和在柳州一样好,只是身价有所上涨,真为你高兴.
其实我已经弄清楚了你在上海的具体位置,一定会在第一时间去找你,等着我!
螺丝粉,我一生的爱~~
特别鸣谢:梦瘪的图片
Saturday, August 16, 2008
HELP!
Help, I need somebody;
Help, not just anybody;
Help, you know I need someone, help!
When I was younger, so much younger than today,I never needed anybody's help in any way. But now these days are gone, I'm not so self assured, Now I find I've changed my mind and opened up the doors.
Help me if you can, I'm feeling down
And I do appreciate you being round.
Help me, get my feet back on the ground,Won't you please, please help me?
And now my life has changed in oh so many ways,My independence seems to vanish in the haze.
But every now and then I feel so insecure,I know that I just need you like I've never done before.
Help me if you can, I'm feeling down
And I do appreciate you being round.
Help me, get my feet back on the ground,Won't you please, please help me!
Help, not just anybody;
Help, you know I need someone, help!
When I was younger, so much younger than today,I never needed anybody's help in any way. But now these days are gone, I'm not so self assured, Now I find I've changed my mind and opened up the doors.
Help me if you can, I'm feeling down
And I do appreciate you being round.
Help me, get my feet back on the ground,Won't you please, please help me?
And now my life has changed in oh so many ways,My independence seems to vanish in the haze.
But every now and then I feel so insecure,I know that I just need you like I've never done before.
Help me if you can, I'm feeling down
And I do appreciate you being round.
Help me, get my feet back on the ground,Won't you please, please help me!
知足
知足
怎么去拥有一道彩虹
怎么去拥抱一夏天的风
天上的星星笑地上的人
总是不能懂不能知道足够
如果我爱上你的笑容
要怎么收藏要怎么拥有
如果你快乐不是为我
会不会放手其实才是拥有
当一阵风吹来风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷而祝福而感动
终于你身影消失在人海尽头
才发现笑着哭最痛
那天你和我那个山丘
那样的唱着那一年的歌
那样的回忆那么足够
足够我天天都品尝着寂寞
当一阵风吹来风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷而祝福而感动
终于你身影消失在人海尽头
才发现笑着哭最痛
如果我爱上你的笑容
要怎么收藏要怎么拥有
如果你快乐不是为我
会不会放手其实才是拥有
知足的快乐叫我忍受心痛
怎么去拥有一道彩虹
怎么去拥抱一夏天的风
天上的星星笑地上的人
总是不能懂不能知道足够
如果我爱上你的笑容
要怎么收藏要怎么拥有
如果你快乐不是为我
会不会放手其实才是拥有
当一阵风吹来风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷而祝福而感动
终于你身影消失在人海尽头
才发现笑着哭最痛
那天你和我那个山丘
那样的唱着那一年的歌
那样的回忆那么足够
足够我天天都品尝着寂寞
当一阵风吹来风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷而祝福而感动
终于你身影消失在人海尽头
才发现笑着哭最痛
如果我爱上你的笑容
要怎么收藏要怎么拥有
如果你快乐不是为我
会不会放手其实才是拥有
知足的快乐叫我忍受心痛
沙发，cd，因特网
对，这就是礼拜天的早上。。。
房间里一直没有安装因特网，时不时接收到附近的无线网络信号，便兴奋不已。就像昨天和今天。
趟在家里松软舒服的沙发上，听着随机播放的音乐，浏览着网上的一些信息，懒上很长很长一段时间。这可能是我目前颓废生活状态下最最积极的生活方式吧。什么都不想，什么都想。
很久没有看电影，因为电脑光驱已经被折磨的快歇菜了。怀念过去在寝室享受自己淘回来的电影的时光，好电影能看上3-5遍。可能电脑光驱就是这么被我折腾倒下的。最搞笑的是Who's Afraid of Virginia Wolf硬是被我看了8遍以上，不是因为我痴迷它，只是因为我看不懂，看了8遍以后，也硬是没看懂。。。
这么多年远离家乡的生活让我习惯了在别处，很多时候会想家，想家里面的爸爸，妈妈和弟弟。有时会在没有任何原因的情况下想到他们我鼻子就酸起来，很久没见他们了。
周日的随笔。。。
房间里一直没有安装因特网，时不时接收到附近的无线网络信号，便兴奋不已。就像昨天和今天。
趟在家里松软舒服的沙发上，听着随机播放的音乐，浏览着网上的一些信息，懒上很长很长一段时间。这可能是我目前颓废生活状态下最最积极的生活方式吧。什么都不想，什么都想。
很久没有看电影，因为电脑光驱已经被折磨的快歇菜了。怀念过去在寝室享受自己淘回来的电影的时光，好电影能看上3-5遍。可能电脑光驱就是这么被我折腾倒下的。最搞笑的是Who's Afraid of Virginia Wolf硬是被我看了8遍以上，不是因为我痴迷它，只是因为我看不懂，看了8遍以后，也硬是没看懂。。。
这么多年远离家乡的生活让我习惯了在别处，很多时候会想家，想家里面的爸爸，妈妈和弟弟。有时会在没有任何原因的情况下想到他们我鼻子就酸起来，很久没见他们了。
周日的随笔。。。
Thursday, August 14, 2008
LifeJourney Summer Tour
LifeJourney---Four "journeymen" from Guangxi Province and a drummer from Beijing, will bring a Beatles-esque explosion of mesmerizing hooks, smooth vocals, camaraderie, and artful experimentation to Shanghai on 30th Aug 2008. LifeJourney first released their first CD, Life Journey 来福胶泥, on indie rock label Modern Sky Records.
LifeJourney Tour Schedule:
2008 8/30-9/17
上海 8.30 周六 育音堂
宁波 8.31 周日 1982
厦门 9.3 周三 本色
武汉 9.5 周五 VOX
长沙 9.6 周六 Freedom House
广州 9.7 周日 喜窝
南宁 9.9 周二 泊客
昆明 9.10 周三 说吧
成都 9.12 周五 小酒馆
西安 9.14 周日 Tiger
北京 9.17 周三 MAO
Time: 8: 30 PM-10:00 PM Sat Aug 30th,
Location: Yuyintang
1731 West Yan'an Rd, near KaiXuan Rd.
延安西路1731号(凯旋路)天山公园小白楼
Ticket Price: RMB 40
LifeJourney Tour Schedule:
2008 8/30-9/17
上海 8.30 周六 育音堂
宁波 8.31 周日 1982
厦门 9.3 周三 本色
武汉 9.5 周五 VOX
长沙 9.6 周六 Freedom House
广州 9.7 周日 喜窝
南宁 9.9 周二 泊客
昆明 9.10 周三 说吧
成都 9.12 周五 小酒馆
西安 9.14 周日 Tiger
北京 9.17 周三 MAO
Time: 8: 30 PM-10:00 PM Sat Aug 30th,
Location: Yuyintang
1731 West Yan'an Rd, near KaiXuan Rd.
延安西路1731号(凯旋路)天山公园小白楼
Ticket Price: RMB 40
冲动
年轻总是有很多事情很冲动, 冲动了就会犯错误.
但是我真的不知道自己这次做的是对还是错了,只是心很急很急,还有点怕怕的,害怕失去一些最最宝贵的东西, 害怕伤害别人也害怕被人伤害. 好难受,我的胃开始灼烧起来...
只能让时间来证明了.
也许这只是一个小的插曲;
也许这会是我人生中的最最大的一次失误;
也许这在跟今后更多美好的事情相比起来什么也不是;
也许这是一个再正确不过的决定;
也许...
那么多也许我现在却不能肯定是哪一个.但是可以肯定的是我经历过了,肯定会有成长.
蒙头大睡,等待明天的到来...
不,应该好好把握今天,明天迟早会到的...
但是我真的不知道自己这次做的是对还是错了,只是心很急很急,还有点怕怕的,害怕失去一些最最宝贵的东西, 害怕伤害别人也害怕被人伤害. 好难受,我的胃开始灼烧起来...
只能让时间来证明了.
也许这只是一个小的插曲;
也许这会是我人生中的最最大的一次失误;
也许这在跟今后更多美好的事情相比起来什么也不是;
也许这是一个再正确不过的决定;
也许...
那么多也许我现在却不能肯定是哪一个.但是可以肯定的是我经历过了,肯定会有成长.
蒙头大睡,等待明天的到来...
不,应该好好把握今天,明天迟早会到的...
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
哭
昨天在地铁上车厢老远处就听到一个孩子拼了命的哭,巨大而悲伤的哭声吸引了全车厢的人的注意.仔细一看,看上去像是出来旅游的几口人,孩子可能是在赶地铁的时候摔了,膝盖上受了点皮外伤.
妈妈手中抱着孩子,找到位子坐下后爸爸把孩子抱在手里不断的安慰孩子,旁边一个看上去像是姐姐的人也在不断的给孩子抚摸和安慰.可是身边的人安慰的越厉害,孩子哭的越大声越悲惨.妈妈给孩子帖了创可贴后孩子还是在哭.几分钟后,全家人没有办法,让她自己坐在一边好好休息.这下孩子的哭声慢慢的小了下来,渐渐的不哭了,坐在那低着头.不一会孩子的姐姐继续安慰她的时候眼泪又委屈的流的出来....
孩子就是这样,越心疼她就哭的越厉害.也许这是天生的不用学就会的吸引人注意力的能力,婴儿不也是这样么?只是这种能力随着人日渐长大而被藏了起来.现在我们不能说我要你来注意我就放声大哭,这样别人会觉得你是疯子.所以像我这样的人也就只能使出一些"苦肉计'来为难一下身边的人,一不小心伎俩使砸了,不但得不到身边的人的关注,还给自己惹来思想不成熟的名声,后果自己承担...
昨天看着孩子在放声大哭,自己想着最近发生的一些委屈事眼泪也情不自禁掉了下来,默默的,眼泪一直从地铁站到掉到家门口,开了门躲在卫生间里让眼泪流了个痛快.........
妈妈手中抱着孩子,找到位子坐下后爸爸把孩子抱在手里不断的安慰孩子,旁边一个看上去像是姐姐的人也在不断的给孩子抚摸和安慰.可是身边的人安慰的越厉害,孩子哭的越大声越悲惨.妈妈给孩子帖了创可贴后孩子还是在哭.几分钟后,全家人没有办法,让她自己坐在一边好好休息.这下孩子的哭声慢慢的小了下来,渐渐的不哭了,坐在那低着头.不一会孩子的姐姐继续安慰她的时候眼泪又委屈的流的出来....
孩子就是这样,越心疼她就哭的越厉害.也许这是天生的不用学就会的吸引人注意力的能力,婴儿不也是这样么?只是这种能力随着人日渐长大而被藏了起来.现在我们不能说我要你来注意我就放声大哭,这样别人会觉得你是疯子.所以像我这样的人也就只能使出一些"苦肉计'来为难一下身边的人,一不小心伎俩使砸了,不但得不到身边的人的关注,还给自己惹来思想不成熟的名声,后果自己承担...
昨天看着孩子在放声大哭,自己想着最近发生的一些委屈事眼泪也情不自禁掉了下来,默默的,眼泪一直从地铁站到掉到家门口,开了门躲在卫生间里让眼泪流了个痛快.........
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
兼职
最近发了疯似的要找外块。。。
原因一：没钱花，这当然是最直接的原因。之前一个月的无工作空档和目前微薄的工资成了我经济缺口越来越大的主要原因。
原因二：意识到自己的全职工资甚至比不上一部分人兼职的收入（尤其是一些外国人，我们做的事情完全一样，但是就是给我的钱比给他们的少）。我累死累活何必呢。。。
动力一：好好努力，储备自己的知识和能量
动力二：看准时机，早日成为富有的，有追求的，有个性的self-employ
原因一：没钱花，这当然是最直接的原因。之前一个月的无工作空档和目前微薄的工资成了我经济缺口越来越大的主要原因。
原因二：意识到自己的全职工资甚至比不上一部分人兼职的收入（尤其是一些外国人，我们做的事情完全一样，但是就是给我的钱比给他们的少）。我累死累活何必呢。。。
动力一：好好努力，储备自己的知识和能量
动力二：看准时机，早日成为富有的，有追求的，有个性的self-employ
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Welcome to Lisa Strawberry's
Thank you for coming to my blog.
Will definitely put more things here later.
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